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Dec. 1st, 2008 12:02 amI talked to Allen for a bit
He and I made plans for the New Year
I miss him. A lot. He cheered me up...just hearing his voice. There's nothing conflicting in my relationship with Allen ,which confuses me, but I refuse to dwell on said confusion. I just know that I love him dearly and that I am excited to see him, and he cheered me up. He said I'm a cute drunk =D
A month to go, maybe seeing him well help. He hasn't seen me in almost 3 years, we've just spoken as often as we could (with many "I miss you's" from his direction toward mine, and finally tonight, mine toward him). Maybe seeing him will help me quell a few thoughts, calm myself a bit, and come forward.
1 month. Give me 1 month, and I promise I'll decide what to do. Ulcers aren't needed- I promise. 1 month.
He and I made plans for the New Year
I miss him. A lot. He cheered me up...just hearing his voice. There's nothing conflicting in my relationship with Allen ,which confuses me, but I refuse to dwell on said confusion. I just know that I love him dearly and that I am excited to see him, and he cheered me up. He said I'm a cute drunk =D
A month to go, maybe seeing him well help. He hasn't seen me in almost 3 years, we've just spoken as often as we could (with many "I miss you's" from his direction toward mine, and finally tonight, mine toward him). Maybe seeing him will help me quell a few thoughts, calm myself a bit, and come forward.
1 month. Give me 1 month, and I promise I'll decide what to do. Ulcers aren't needed- I promise. 1 month.
