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To clarify a bit, since I've had two people ask me about that last entry

it wasn't directed at anyone in particular, exactly, but mainly one person. She doesn't read my LJ- if she did, I'd have made sure it was either a private entry or in a cut she couldn't read. Or, I hope she doesn't read my LJ, haha.

I'm just very upset about the way a few people have been treating me lately. I'm having a really rough time, and I'm keeping silent about most of it because that's what I'm learning to do. But I just had to get that out. One final attempt at getting her to talk ot me, at least say "hey!", and NOTHING.

So fucking 7th grade. You don't just...stop talking to someone. If I did something that bothered you, you tell me. You don't get bitter and angry and go off talking about me like I'm aterrible person because I have a mental illness. One you can't udnerstand.

I just hope that she calms down soon and starts talking to me again. I love her too much to let her go this easily, but the bitter, angry, inhuman way she's been acting is so just NOT okay.

So don't worry guys, I'm okay. I just needed a quick rant. And sorry Steph, for making it seem like I was trying to target you- our "tiff" set it off, but believe me, this has been going on for weeks and has been bothering me and hurting me steadily more and more. So I figured a good ole' public LJ entry would help me feel better. And it did =) And killing russians made it even better, so ty. Nothing makes a niht better like Ocelot teh gay and Snake teh adorable and ghey. =)


Date: 2008-12-10 07:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
This for completely different reasons, but someone that I used to be good friends with (BFs, actually) did the exact same thing. Something didn't go her way, and she completely ignored me. I tried talking to her at Nathan's Halloween party, she called me a cunt, hypocrite, slut. Some people are just so bitter; it doesn't help that she (like your ex-friend, it sounds like) totally sucks at communication.

Some people just never grow up. And then that get pissed at the rest of us for "changing" or "moving on."

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Date: 2008-12-10 07:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I actually talked to her tonight. Her reasons for ignoring me were really understandable, but I was still really hurt while she was ignoring me. I'm going to make an entry about it soon, because what she said meant a lot to me.
I'm sorry about your friend though. I have had people do that to me, and it's fucking ridiculous. I try to keep people relatively close to me, and some people just can't do that- they really do never want to grow up. Things change, and when they can't bear to accept it, they take it out on everyone else. Which is completely unfair, but we don't need people like that in our lives.

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Date: 2008-12-10 08:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I agree. And you're right-- though you're surrounded by people that do actually care for you, that live up to the title of FRIEND, it doesn't make it any less painful. I have dreams on occasion where I'm talking to her (Stacy) and she's being reasonable. If only her dream-self was as decent in real life; but I'm also not the only person she's done this to out of personal disapproval. This shouldn't make me feel better, but she'll be the lonely bitter one. Not me.

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Date: 2008-12-10 08:27 pm (UTC)


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